:(

i want u:'(

U GONE:(

i ask u to leave coz im so damn hurt by u.

than u ask me to be ur fren.

but i juz cant simpy turn u to be my fren.

coz i never want to make u as my fren

u r my special 1.eventho i ask u to leave.

now u gonebcoz i ask to.

its fair 4 us coz both feel d same.

but its pain..i dunno if i can bear it or not.

i try to make myself busy..but it never works.

coz u r rigidly in my heart n mind.

what we had done to both of us surely not fair to both of us.

hurmm:(

eventho i threw u away frm my life,but my heart remain for u:(

do u miss me?

i do miss u badly..

be strong farah:)

urm:(

knp ak mcm nie?ak x ske bila ak rse trancam atau rasa dia akn di ambil orang.hurmm.

n die x kan fhm pon aper yg ak rsa.

mgkin sme bnda nmpk kecil di mata die..

tp once ak da rse mcm 2 ak x sggup nk sakit..

end up nyer ak pergi dr hdup die..

wlaupon spptnya ak btahan dan melawan.

xpelah..nk wat mcm mne..

im too complicated.

only i noe bout myself.

only i can make my self satisfy..

i dun want to be hurt..

but wateva decision i made it still hurt.

either left or stay it still d same..

if left i lose him.

if stay i will feel dat way..

n y he dun even think before he did sumthing..

dun he now if sum1 will hurt bcoz of wat he had done.

dun he now hw scare i am to lose him..

i think its ok to move on rather than stay n noe he will be taken by sum1 later.

die ckp kebahagiann dalm perpisahan.

tp x pernah pon 1 perpisahan membawa kebahagiaan kepada ak..

i love u

i hold myself from saying i love u..

n do u noe how hard it is?

so hard till it can kill me from inside:(

PAIN!..dats all i can feel rite now..:(

Thanks to ALLAH 4 making things getting easier for me..eventho not in my academic but my life so much meangful n happier for me each day..

i hve BUYA bsides me whenver i need them.

i hve my lovely sister which alwys loving me:P

n i also hve diz guy which love me truly no matter what had happen.

AFIQ FADHLY

n i hve all my frens here n at subang which always remember me.loving me.making me happy every each day..

i thank to u all..

coz u make my life more better than past..

n i do more appreciate diz life now..

n i noe i can make it even better later:)

*alhamdullilah:)..now my life full of joy:)

perlu ker ko dgr aper yg org ckp ttg ko frh..:( :'(..ko cume buat hidup ko lbih mrana..:(